Chasing Shadows
November 4, 2011 Leave a comment
Sometimes stories don’t turn out at all like you expect.
The above promo video for my latest audio documentary “Chasing Shadows” claims to tell the backstory, but it only tells part of the backstory. About a year ago I got an idea to do a piece on the New York Shadowchasers, a group of paranormal investigators. I thought it would make a good Halloween-themed story this year. So in the late summer I went on a couple of Shadowchasers investigations, but experienced nothing to truly convince me that ghosts actually exist. I have no reason to doubt the Shadowchasers’ research. In fact, I tend to believe that there is truth to the idea of paranormal occurrences and I have some faith in the Shadowchasers’ logic and methodology. There were even strange incidents on the nights when I accompanied them as an observer. But I didn’t actually see or record anything myself. On those occasions, it seemed that the most compelling ghostly evidence manifested itself when I wasn’t present. For example, one night a phantom cat appeared on the attic stairs while I was in a first floor parlor.
I was disappointed. I wanted to believe. I wanted to experience something that I could call definitive. Worse, with Halloween quickly approaching, I had hours of material but no story. Then I decided to do one more Shadowchasers investigation and to have a friend tag along. Ryan Miller is one of my partners on a local storytelling project called Utica Firefly, and a guy who, by his own admission, is “terrified” of the paranormal. And there was my story. Miller confronts his fear and tries to answer the question I’d been exploring all along: do ghosts exist?
Sometimes you have to know when to call it and move on. Then again, sometimes an idea will suddenly strike, you’ll see an angle you hadn’t before, and you’re able to salvage hours of work you were about to scrap. I’m glad it turned out that way this time. We decided to make “Chasing Shadows” the first documentary-style Firefly offering. I think the story works. At least I hope it does.
Listen for yourself and learn more about the Utica Firefly project (and hear a bunch of other entertaining, moving stories, too).